Struggled in a macho world identifying/not-sure-if-I-am-allowed-to-identify-as gender-queer. Buying bright outfits I love and then scrapping them cause I’m afraid I look too ‘gay.’ Will the girl I dig still want me when she sees my feminine moves on the dance floor– my body wants to vogue… But I better keep things on the masculine side… Is it ok that that girl I’m hitting on is actually a guy? Why does it feel so amazing to try on my housemates dress and why am I ashamed of how good it feels?

That place where the hip torso and thigh collide is so damn sexy. Sad we don’t get to show that spot off more. Just like the divine feminine in a male body. Why does it have to stay so hidden? What am I afraid of?